Hugo's World

Getting back to a small apartment on my own after more than 15 years it is a huge change in my life post separation from my ex, having my son and dog with her.

As many other individuals through this challenging journey, I have been adjusting slowly day by day writing my priority list, starting with my daily meditation, walking to my ex to take my rescued dog for his first walk, chores, work, being open to find time to myself to be social again with new people and a small circle of real friends which i can count with one hand an accurate number.

After 7 months since I decided to stepped out dealing with loneliness is an everyday battle some days are easier than others.

A great discovery has been my awareness of pain from others everyday and how our society is still resisting to look into mental health awareness and distractions are either making money $ or look for an easy recipe in social media such as the now famous cheating affair of a CEO and his partner in a Coldplay concert that has been posted everywhere and it has been a distraction and entertainment to our society with a lot of hypocrisy towards people.

By the way, unfortunately cheating affairs are everyday business and the bottom line is unhappiness of individuals that decide to stick together to unhealthy relationships only because of human excuses such as $ or children.

The choice to find healing in loneliness stage is not easy but the choice is from everyone to stop the internal bleeding of unhappiness and find yourself slowly one day at a time.